Frustration

Ehhhh Not even the middle of the school year and I'm already frustrated with math. The number dont make sense, the solutions dont make sense, NOTHING MAKES SENSE!! This journey to return to the point where math made sense is proving to be very difficuly, College in general is proving to be very difficult, but thats a totally different topic all together. Getting tot he point of this frustration blog, I'd like to talk about bases. BASES what a difficult topic (not that they all arent to me) but I've never even heard bases. The worksheet was handed to me and my mind went completely blank and I found myslef asking for help on every problem. *sigh* I felt soooo....unintelligent, like I would never figure it out.Every time I thought I was getting the hang of it I would move on to the next problem and I would have to ask for help again, which totally FRUSTRATED me. It's like why isn't this making sense? I hate asking for help, It makes me feel as if I need a crutch or something. I don't know how to explain it and I know if I tried I would be here all night trying to. Anyway I'm still going to continue on my journey to making math click. Obviously it wont be as easy as I thought. Super frustrated but still continuing on. : /